warming up!

Ahh! A fresh start- nothing I like more.

I keep stalling!! Where should I go with this and how is the BEST way get it going? How do I want to set this up?
I tell myself, "I have to pick the proper way to start this out or else it will mess up the whole tone of the blog!?" My mind so quickly fills up with a million scattered thoughts, on everything except for conducive topics.
hehh Bad habits!
One bad habit that I have, that I doubt is unique to me, alot of issues in my life revolve around the fact that I have become addicted to stress its self and the whole process I (and my entire body) go though when I (consciously nor not) allow myslef to get all worked up! I'd like to try and break this cycle.
"A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds" Emerson says. Hobgoblins are the best way to collectively name those pesky detaining questions bouncing around in my brain, right now.

I absolutely adore Ralph Waldo Emerson, and the Transendalists. I have one big book that is a compliation of Emersons greatest writtings, It is all highlighted and there are a million differnt colored tabs sticking out of the pages. I like to read it when I am feeling lost, I treat it like its my bible.

But this stalling thing Is something I have been doing since, well, before I was even born! That's right! I was born 'late', couldn't decide whether coming out into this world was the right thing to do had to make sure I was good and ready, took me a lil extra time to prepair myself to be cut off from the umbilical cord, and enter the real world. ('Yoga Anatomy' check it out talks, about being in the womb, something I never learned in my god awful anatomy class, I have only read what the 'look inside' feature <> on Amazon allows you too but from what I can say, It written in a very powerful tone:)
Haha, In fact that analogy continues, leaving college for the real world... This cycle of letting go of comforts perpetuates.

I am done holding my breath, time to exhale and go forth :D